i ... i don't know what to say . i can't believe that 2g is actually splitting up so soon .

tomorrow is the official day of separation . i don't know how i'm going to get over it . i think i'm just gonna start tearing once i get out of huiyi's car ya .

it'll be the last time i can climb up four storeys of the louya pok school that we are in right now to get to my class .

it'll be the last time i can go into class and see shaun with his funny actions and the guys crowded in a circle , chatting in loud voices .

it'll be the last time i can come to class and scream good morning to everyone that i've known for two whole years .

neither can i see the girls and guys sitting in a circle and copying homework .

after tomorrow , there'll be nothing .
no more laughter , no more sitting together to eat during recess , no popping , no nothing .
only memories and pictures will be left behind .
like a film playing without sound , none of the real thing left .

to brighten stuff up , i shall write something about everyone in the class -

#01 qihui da aunty ! thnx for being my plt mate and being so funny and lame =)
#02 siqi ! in LOLS . lame girl .
#03 huimin ! VERY lame .
#04 BEIXIN chiobu ! really appreciate you . very nice friend and gd listener . <33 you darling .
#05 marian ! very gd artist and very funny too . =)
#06 JIAHUI DA ULTIMATE BIM . laughs at everything and ultra big reaction to everything when she's in a gd mood . muahahahaha . will miss you and your antics jiahui . <33
#07 PEIZHEN DA BIG EYED CHIOBU . really appreciated your listening ear and nice character . will miss you too . muacks .
#08 CHERYL LOH DA WINIFRED ABUSER !! MY TABLEMATE FOR DUNNO HOW LONG . always laming around with me and sleeping during leeteos lesson with me and writing poems about irritating teachers . <3 u dahling .
#09 NEO HUIYI !!! wah liew this girl hor . next door condo neighbours only . =) always hanging around your house . whenever i have complaints i'll rant to you de . dunnid to say much lar . rite . rant already rant enough le . xD
#10 lizhu ! julie . piggo . like to hit ppl one . though i always tease you and i am very mean to you , i'll still miss you de . HAHA .
#11 jade , miss nice girl ! woot . she's always letting us copy her homework . =D smart aleck and ultra nice ! whee .
#12 leena ! nice girl la , jiayou k ! run run run ! =))
#13 tianhe ! hmmm . interesting girl la . will miss you de k .
#14 ross aka machollini ! xD very nice girl , though a bit blur . dun dare to speak up much . must jiayou to improve your self confidence k ? <3
#15 felina ! i rmb that time i made a personalised door hanger for you . HAHA . chin up and dun always look so ap ! yar ?
#16 SIM CHAI BABY . went to the el drama thing with you ! cutesy gal . i <3 how cute you are . =DD and your funny actions always make me laugh . <3 ya baby !
#17 JUEHONG AKA DUA CHIO BU . always laughing at my jokes even if they're not funny at all . HAHA . whee . appreciate your laughter HAHAHA ! brightened up my sec sch life =DD
#18 LILIN AKA MAO WANG . HAHA you're always teasing me but i like it HAHA . very guai1 gurl . =))
#19 shaoying ! nice story you wrote . very lame girl , =) funny and all . whee
#20 elise ! hmmm . practical girl ? haha .
#22 CHIOBU ELIN . was forced to put this HAHAHA . very nice girl , always there to lend a listening ear . =)) very nice fren tho sometimes a bit rude lar . but nvm still <3 ya hahaha
#23 xuekai . dunno what to say =p
#24 gina ! last year din reli like you much but i feel that this year you've changed for the better =DD always kajiao me during assembly de . =)
#25 yiming - dunno what to say lar , funny red faced sjab girl ! xD

the boys i too lazy to write la hor ..

parting is just so difficult ='(

i'll miss you guys . definitely . i <3 2g .

LET ME GET SOMETHING CLEAR .
if you don't like your own cca mates it's FINE with me .
totally fine .
but you don't have to laugh at mine !

=((
very upset .
so val is plump and slightly overweight .
you dun have any friends who are overweight de meh .
WHO ARE YOU TO CRITICIZE MY PLT MATES LOR .

HMPH .
now ppl got bad impression of our class liao la .
tmd .

today i very xing qing bu hao .
get pissed damn easily .
and got a lot of stuff bugging me .
aiya watever la i shall not elaborate anymore .
time for my bath .
toodles ~

blogger had better not cock up on me this time .

hmmm ! i would like to comment on my bdae ! HAHA .
including a very ... uh . surprising gift from SOME of my classmates LMAO !

here is a list of all the presents i got !


PROFILE
technically called : A Winnie the pooh plush toy
given by : cheryl & chaiying
given on : the day itself
what i did with it : oh , i didn't do anything , but my sister suddenly expressed an undying love for this plush toy and i was forced to give it up to her =((






PROFILE
technically called : An Adidas waterbottle
given by : LOLS
given on : the day itself
what i did with it : freaked out ; my first EVER nice waterbottle ! and maybe now i'm going to actually bring a waterbottle to school , it's just so nice ! <33












PROFILE
technically called : Five DELICIOUSLY SCRUMPTIOUS ferrero rocher chocs !
given by : hongru !
given on : on the day itself
what i did with it : was tempted to eat it . ate it . xD that's why no pic . paiseh la hor . LMAO !

PROFILE
technically called : A Billabong wallet
given by : pltmates ( delivered by didi jasmine : DD )
given on : ONE WEEK LATE LMAO !
what i did with it : OH . MY . GAWD . nicest gift ever ! =D <333>

PROFILE
technically called : A black g string with the words i love you in front
given by : SOME PEOPLE IN THE CLASS
given on : ONE WEEK LATE =)
what i did with it : -

YOU KNOW THE LAST PRESENT !!
so jian lo
some classmates hor
they wrapped it up in EIGHT layers of newspaper
and put it into an innocent looking box .

BY THE TIME I REALISED IT WAS A GSTRING THE WHOLE CLASS WAS ROARING !
i've never been so humiliated in my life =p

thanks to everyone who gave me presents and wished me a happy bdae !
my bdae week is over now , i have to rang lu to beixin ! =D
cheers everyone =)

wah tmd my whole post is gone
i hate blogger

shall not waste my time anymore .
go to Huiyi's blog for more details .

sometimes, I just feel so lonely and unwanted.


i feel as if i'm forgotten.
i may seem as if i have many friends.
but how many of them are actually true friends,
and which are just acquaintances ?

i expected too much from you .
i shouldn't have .
the higher your expectations the harder you fall .
now i know how much i mean to you .
i'm merely an acquaintance .
i can't believe it .
( btw i'm not referring to any guy here . it's a female . )

i shall not continue this fhked up story anymore .











i'm thoroughly disappointed .

i have nothing to say .

SPECIAL BDAE POST .

hahas .
i know it's 12.19 am .
but i still wanna post this .
=)

2005 ... very eventful year i would say .
i learnt to appreciate people ;
and also saw through fake fronts .
i've learnt to appreciate the people around me who are really worth caring for ,
and also to find out that some of them are not worth giving a hoot over .
though the number of members in this grp are very little , but well .

i'm glad to have my friends =))

this also marks the end of the year i'll have the most fun in rv .
whew .

i feel as though i've run a long marathon ; a never ending marathon .
and i'm just stopping for a break .

it may be 17th of October .
physically , i might not feel any difference .
perhaps , even mentally , i might not be affected .
but it's my birthday all the same .
a reminder to me not to be so spastic anymore xD
no la joking .
hehes .

suddenly , i feel old . x)

i learnt to appreciate my pltmates , who have brought me joy .
they helped me enjoy my cca .
they painted my life in ncc with bright and glamorous colours .
we pumped as a plt .
we got scolded as a plt .
we bushuang-ed together .
we shared our joy together .
thank you , plt mates .

i also learnt to appreciate my classmates .
they are the ones whom i have lessons with everyday .
they are the ones who go down to the canteen with me everyday .
they are the ones whom i spend most of my time with .
they are the ones who laughed together when shaun does something stupid .
they are the ones who laugh at my jokes , no matter how lame they are .
thank you , 2 gaoxiao-ians .

i appreciate all of you people out there who care for me too .
=))
ok , shall stop being in such a melancholic mood .

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listening to sakuranbo by ai otsuka =)
very cute song , should listen !

went to msia again today , and bought a new keyboard .
psst .
tell you a secret .
the only reason why i had the mood to post this entry
is because the wanted to try out the kboard HAHA
the kboard very cool , like laptop de liddat .
very nice to type with =D
hahas .
k laa .
it's 1239am now .
shall go catch a few winks .
nites everyone =)

I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN ANCIENT TIMES .
quoted from cheryl .
hahas exams finally over and i'm all out to relax after the exams .
actually , last friday already meant ' after exams ' for me .
went to play laser quest , maplestory and lots of fun things .
HAHAS
too busy to blog .
anyway , here i am .
=)

WHEE !
i had a fun day ice skating today xD
liyan wait until her neck grew as long as a giraffe's .
she waited for half an hour leh .
the poor girl .
xD

anyway so i overslept .
came at 12 mins late
( though liyan insisted it was 14 minutes )
hong ru and zixi the most pro .
10 still at boon lay . lmao !

went in and skated lor .
HAHAHAHA .
VERY FUN NIA .
i feel so carefree and relaxed .
finally ! i can go wild and let my hair down .
whee .

I MISS ICESKATING !
tried to spin today but failed terribly .
tried to go on one leg but failed terribly too ><
NEVER MIND .
it's ok .
i'll try again and again .

was forced to leave at 130 cos their feet were aching =(
went down to the arcade to throw money away and went to eat at koba .

whees
today was a funn day =D