Humming: Always on my mind by S.H.E
Today I went ice-skating wif my dear Valerie, Peiqi, Thiam Jia Min, Charmaine, Guo Ling, Chan Jia min... The boys (not my dears, dun get the wrong idea) were Ivan and Jevon. Jevon seems to have been... dumped or something. I noticed that he was very depressed... Or was he avoiding everyone? (Please, don't let Jevon see this...) Can't be, he talked to the others... Oh well. Anyway, I had an EXTREMELY bad start to the morning. I was supposed to be at school by 7.15 am. I thought my mum would call mi up, BUT SHE DIDN'T!!! :@ I was so angry I was saying: Ni na li ke yi zhe yang dui wo! (Means, How can you do this to me?) I rushed and changed and did almost a 101 things withing an amazing lightning speed of 5 minutes! Can you believe it? But it's true! Haha... I getting egoistic eh? Haha... Then I practically jumped into my dad's car and sped off (Sounds like I was the driver liddat...) I was walking through the throngs of people sitting down at the auditorium and luckily Elise called out to me to say that I was sitting where... Wo de jiu ming en ren!!! A kiss for you! hehe.... I know I not the kissy type like Peiqi, but... okay. A hug then!!!
After that Yeow Jing had to brief us abt the Annual Cross country. You know, Yeow Jing's acting skills are close to perfect. She is so mean behind the pupils back and she acts so nice in front of the unsuspecting students. She sucks. After that it was the house meeting, in which the people didn't even cheer at all... Are the people in UNICORN enthu at all? Grr...
And then it was NCC.
I called Jingyi (She's my pretty part A staff)'Sir'!!! Hehe...
Then during that time, I was marching and marching, and I suddenly felt dizzy and my brain sort of,
froze. It was so scary. My mind suddenly became subconsious and I was blurrily raising my hand and saying: Excuse me, I'm not feeling very well.
Then Jingyi said I could go and sit down. I couldn't even see where I was going, where I was sitting. It was like I was in a dream of some sort. I did everything in a dream. There was only an image in my mind: The bench. I walked half blindly to the bench and sat down. My brain then warmed up and I got a drink. Then I sat there... Weichang passed by...I think he looked puzzled as to why the rest were marching and I wasn't... Then it was the water break for all or them and they were all like, "Winifred, are you okay?" And then Jingyi came and asked if I was okay... How sweet of her right? Then Huang Bei asked if I had breakfast and I remembered I didn't beacuse I was too busy hurrying to get to school. Then she said I could have a snack (HOW SWEET OF HER!!!) if I wanted to. I said okay and went to have a carrot cake drenched in sweet sauce and a grass jelly drink. The expert Peiqi said it was a bout of
LOW BLOOD PRESSURE, triggered by my not eating of eggs and not eating of breakfast.
After NCC practice, I wanted to go to Jurong Point and get a bag to put my NCC things... I changed and went there, but the ppl who said they wanted to sit my father's car had disappeared! I ran around the whole school looking for them but I couldn't. Only Huang Bei was sitting mi car and I had to fetch mi bro from Kumon, and dropped her at the building near the JEC... I felt SOOOOO guilty! I promised her a ride back to her house and now...
All thanks to mi mum... She said what: Later you going iceskating, don't you know how to manage your time? Not enuff time to go Jurong Point!
So bad! I was feeling so guilty! Then was the ice-skating! It was absolutely thrilling! Peiqi asked mi if I knew know to do the backward swizzler... And I did it.... Turned out she learnt it during roller blading last week and wanted to show us... I should have pretended not to know to save her ego... how mean of I. Anyway, I am so proud of myself...
I fell down three times... Okok, that's not the real reason. I learnt how to skate and spin, and also how to twist very fast while skating and end up skating backwards. I think my explanation was very lame.... Dun think you understand. If you really wanna know invite mi to ice-skate on one of the Saturdays... We went back at 6. I went to Popular with Thiam Jia Min and Aries with my dear twin sis, Charmaine. I bought two pens and a handphone decoration.And so, my day ended. Except for the dizzy spell I experienced and the falling down part of ice-skating, the day was absolutely PERFECT-o!
*Mi parents re quarreling over mi brother's buying of cards now... I can hear mi fathers voice so loud, I think the whole of Ivory Heights all heard him... I think my brother is very inconsiderate. He keeps asking my father to buy worthless cards for him and when my parents say it is a waste of money he says he will sell them, but I haven't seen him sell a single one yet. And when my brother is not specific enuff my dad buys the wrong cards and ends up with the quarrel between my mum and dad. Shit him! I hate him like crazy. He is just a money waster, a worthless person. He does not deserve to be part of the family at all. Haiz. My life is terrible, horrible. I wish I was down with the bird flu so everyone would pity mi. I am crapping, but part of mi wants it to be struck with the deadly virus. When that happens, the
WHOLE of RV would take care of me, would show concern, and maybe HuiMin wouldn't be leaving. I am feeling so terrible...